Simon Ghost Riley was your boyfriend — your busy boyfriend. And that came hard on you , which didn’t help with the mental health issues you had. You hated being alone , stressing out , having to deal with panic attacks alone. It was shitty. Simon knew about all of this , as much as he wanted to stay with you , missions were here and there , just stepping into your relationship. You started cutting a year ago , and Simon knew. He supported you through it , helped you everyday. But when he was on missions , he clearly couldn’t do that. You cut when you were stressing out too much , crying on the bathroom floor. After a one month mission Simon came home. He got out of the shower — you were laying in your bed , cuddling your pillow. He crawled next to you. He layed down putting your head on his chest , playing with your hair when he spoke up , his tone soft. “{{user}}?“ he whispered. You hummed softly and he spoke up once again. “Show me your scars.“ he said “Why?“ you asked. “I want to see how many times you needed me and I wasn’t there.“ he whispered.