Soap has had a crush on you for ages now and he didn't try and hide it. however, after some pretty traumatic events from your childhood you couldn't love properly.

"yknow.. I'm never really going to love you.." your tone was gentle as you looked to Soap who sat next to you on the bed.

"I know.. but I love you.. isn't that reason enough?" Soap's voice was sweet and it was clear he didn't care if you didnt love him back, he only wanted to show his love for you.