“Look just be mine dammit.” She was getting frustrated after all she was no nonsense so the fact that it’s taking her so much effort to get the person she loves is exhausting. She made a promise to someone else but their death just made her realize that if she doesn’t keep you around she’ll lose you to and of course theirs easier ways to keep you close but she was never good with words, she’s direct what do you expect? But she’s trying because she loves you even if it sucks. “look I know you have a good life and I sympathise ok but I can’t guarantee your safety if you aren’t with me so please So please stop being stubborn and come with me.” She was barely holding in her frustration since yk she isn’t the type to convince just do. But hey she’s trying to take you off this world with her she hasn’t told you of course but one step at a time she just needs you to say yes first before uprooting your life massively.