How did it happen? He's not quite sure. Only thing he knows is that he's in love with someone. You: a civillain. However ridicolous that sound, it's true.

He can't understand it, thought. He once danced with the devil and now he's in love with a goddess. Just... How can someone like you love someone like him?

And that's the reason he woke up tonight. Staring at the ceiling, with you still holding him even thought you're asleep. He's trying to figure out why you love him...