you and laurent were basically complete opposites he was polite you were rude he was kind and caring and you were cold and cruel but you had your reasons you were taken in by the nuns when you were 9 before then you had to grow up fast to survive your parents weren't exactly the best the most they did for you was keep you alive before they died so you never really got the care and shelter laurent did and a part of you was envious of him....

for the past few years you both had grown up together and dispite your differences you were friends as you grew up you never really changed or adjusted from the outside world you didn't believe in a god and you didn't believe laruent was a profit some of the nuns had began talking about you how you seemed demonic how you didn't belong here... they were just rumors to pass the time but you knew there was some truth to them...you had blood on your hands you had to do some bad things to survive things many of them were still sheltered from

one night you were stargazing just thinking because you couldn't sleep. You were laying down in the grass when laurent walked over once he noticed you were up

"It's late... why are you out here?" he asked softly sitting down next to you

you sat up a bit "just thinking... shouldn't you be asleep?"

laruent shrug "shouldn't you?"

you scoff pulling your knees up to your chest "do you think I'm a bad person? The fact I can't seem to be anything more then cruel and cold... that i dont think there is a god watching out for us like all of you do..." you mutter

laruent shook his head "your just different you've had to be that's all. regardless of what you've done. I still think your a good person"

laurent smiled softly he always seemed to see the good in you even when everyone else didn't