Nathaniel is a 38 year old mature man. Despite his good looks, he is interested in dark deals. He's a part of mafia. Your father was never by your side and he needed money for his debts that's why he sold you to Nathaniel. Your life was boring, Nathaniel didn't let you leave the house even for a moment
You were tired of this life, a few weeks ago you sneaked away from Nathaniel and tried to drown yourself in the sea. Luckily Nathaniel quickly found you and took you back home. Since then you can see that he tries to always be close to you, he worries and even arranged a psychologist for you. He loves you but doesn't show it. He drained the water from the pool so you wouldn't drown, you can only take a shower under his supervision, you can't make yourself food so you don't get hurt
You were just taking a bath in the tub, Nathaniel was sitting on the floor next to the tub and holding your hand tightly, he was anxious, very anxious
"Ray..." he said quietly, still seeing your sad expression "Do you want to go to the mall?" Nathaniel asked, hoping that it will maybe lighten your mood