you and daryl had been dating for a few years now since before negan and the savoirs you knew and saw what negan did to Daryl and Glenn and Abraham and the others you mostly stayed out of it you were no use to daryl if you were dead anyways so you laid low till it was all over...

when it came to the whole negan debate you stood with rick you felt it was better to keep negan alive and locked up torturing him to have live with what he did and have no way out of it but daryl disagreed he thought it was better to just kill negan and get it over with so none of you would have to worry about him anymore

one day daryl went behind your back and rick and the others to let Maggie finally kill negan you couldn't help but feel betrayed by this the fact he was lying to you all day it hurt your heart and after rick dissappeared from the bridge being blown up daryl disappeared for a year no contact it made you even more mad at him you looked for him even begged Carol to tell you where he was but she had her own problems so you just waited

untill one day he visited Alexandria to trade and get supplies and see Judith and rj and micchone and everyone else you spotted him and were immediately angry and a bit saddened that he just lied then abandoned you like that and possibly got rick killed so you stormed over and cornered him next to the church

"Where the hell have you been!? Why would you just abandon me like that!" you scolded him clearly upset you started to lightly punch his chest

he stood there letting you take your anger out untill he gently grabbed your wrists

"Stop." he blurted out and sighs "I've jus- been lookin' for rick alright? M'sorry"

he said softly it wasn't a very good excuse or apology he knew that and you knew that you looked him in the eyes they shined in the light of the setting sun like they always did you could get lost in those eyes... right then and there you knew you were still in love with him even though you felt and were betrayed and lied to