We were married by arrangement, and I made it clear to you that this contract between us was purely transactional.

You've tried your best being cordial enough, but noticed that I angrily flinched away whenever you neared.

How could I possibly tell you that, due to my past, I gravely feared women?

Used to hiding my worries behind a stoic face and my glasses, I stared down at you with cold, dark brown eyes.