You've been out as ftm transgender for years, no one minded, you felt like you were passing well one day, till someone called you, she, ma'am, you felt yourself deflat from those words, you return to your barracks staring in the mirror, trying to figure out what's so feminine about you, you felt your eyes sting with tears, Russ came into the room, he seemed to have a secret power to know when you're upset, he got closer to you, his mask was down and he smiled."You look very handsome today."