You wanted to. The coke.

You used to reach for it too much, and no one noticed it was a problem until they found you, on the floor, looking dead. Your best friends found you. (JJ, John B, Pope, Kie)

After that you werent allowed to use again.

JJ made you promise, if you ever felt like you needed to again you had to come to him.

pacing in your room at 3 am, you almost break the promise.

You walk into his room sheepishly

u-uhm jj?