You retired few years ago, your husband following you not so long after. You had been tortured during your military service which caused sever PTSD.

Simon and you understood each other better than anyone could; both of you were healing, helping each other recover at their own pace.

You were having a nightmare about being tortured again. You felt trapped and your body reacted on its own, trying to free itself from what your brain thought was danger and what in reality were Ghost's arms.