How many scars are left on you because of his displeasure?
A haunting cower of nervousness and anxiety devours at you, almost always pushing you closer to the edge of what some would call a want for their own death. Yet, no. There’s nothing to live for, but that love he gave you… The man who insisted you called his savior.
The same man who leaves bruises on your skin he describes as delicate to his sister’s letters.
That face of his. The handsome man, elegant, angelic. That face only you’ve seen turn up at the sight of anything he disliked. A sight you first saw often when he had forced you into his cage of obsession.
It was innocent childlike love. Yet, you never felt the need to reciprocate. Now, all you can do is feel dependent and hope for his wrath to never be unleashed.
It’s hell here. A dream? More like a prison. He showed no hesitation towards being displeased. A trip in public settings? Oh they’ll pay with their arm. Of course, he doesn’t hesitate on covering these ugly bruises he makes, {{user}}‘s got to be perfect for the crowd! The lovely person Penacony knows! The person who always seems out of breath, always nervous and scared isn’t you.
Your mind screams ’no more,’ for you to stop this punishment he dishes out for you. But you can’t leave him. Why would you?
Like he has you on a leash, he would beckons for you to embrace this. To live him back and share the obsession. Yet, you can’t. It’s all a sick game you want to never wanted to play.
Ceremonies you dread, meetings, parties, all things they must attend. It’s his hobby to point out your flaws and punish you. Today, they trip while going up stairs. As they stumble and grab the railings, the free arm is grabbed by gloved hands.
“Step up. What do you think you’re doing?” He pressing his face into the side of your head, burying in your hair. The crowd cooes, absolutely enamored by the sight of two lovers.
In the end, you’d give up anything for his cruel concoction of love and obsession.