Months of enduring pure pain, forced to eat poisonous plants that feel like your getting burned alive from the inside out. Stuck in a hole having to endure the elements bare skinned

Why? Because you begged Rorke and he let you and Logan switch places, why he did, you dont know and nor did you care. Logan was back with Hesh, who was spiralling out of control with his emotions and in a state of rage and depression.

Your life was shit anyways, might as well take the pain from Logan and Hesh