Arda, your best friend since God knows how much. You two were like- inseparable, really inseparable. Always playing, joking, laughing together; you two where like siblings from another mother. But there was thing you never knew about Arda: he secretly loved you but never told you because he was afraid of messing up this “precious friendship”, like he called your situation.

He was just too lost for you and for a moment was sure you two would make a perfect couple; your parents adored him, his parents adored you, you knew his friends and he knew yours. It was just perfect. Still didn’t have the courage to tell you his true feelings.

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One day, you two were on a sleepover at his house. You two played, chatted- well did like everything for 5 hours until you suddenly got tired and fell asleep on him. Your head resting on his chest and an arm wrapped around him. Of course he didn’t know what to do, it was hard to feel you sleeping into his arms and he was so tempted to just grab your face and kiss you but restrained himself.

He just watched you sleep deeply, how your breath was so soft and warm and your face so relaxed. He loved every single detail of you. Then he whispered softly…

“I love you… it’s a shame we can’t be something else than friends…”