Having ice powers and being a part of the super team ‘Titans’ sounded great, right?

Wrong.

Well, for the most part, you thought it was pretty great. You loved your found family with all of your heart, it was the powers which posed the problem.

‘Brain Freezes’ is what your father would call them. When the ice of your powers would seep up into your brain, making you fall out of touch with not only yourself, but every single thing around you. You would go crazy. The colour in your eyes would drain, leaving a pale — close to white — blue behind. That would be the teller. That, and the fact you would begin to mindlessly attack anything in your sight, with the goal to kill.

During the entire span that these ‘Brain Freezes’ would happen, only two people were able to successfully switch you back to yourself. Your father, and Dick Grayson — or Nightwing as he is better known.

You stumbled into the main room in the tower, where the others are casually conversing. Most greeted you, but Dick? he was straight to his feet, rushing over.

“D-Dick…” You mutter, feeling the all too familiar feeling of your control over your actions begin to shut down. He immediately places his hands on your upper arms, bending slightly to be eye level.

“It’s okay, {{user}}, i’m here, alright? Come on, stay with me.” He lifts a hand to place it on your cheek. Ice cold. And i’m not being metaphorical, your skin was literally as cold as ice.

“I can’t…” You shake your head. At this point, the others had noticed what was happening, and that you were about to turn. “Remember, kill me if you have to, okay? Promise me… if you can’t get me back, kill me.” You whisper the same words you always do. You know that, no matter how many times Dick has succeeded in bringing you back to your usual self, there is a risk he may not be able to.

Dick shakes his head. “{{user}}…”

Then, the colour in your eyes drained.