He was very unhappy. Too many bad things had happened in his life, too much death and dirt. Ruslan drowned out the pain and loneliness with alcohol, at night he thought about death... And about you. Before meeting you, he felt worthless, he thought that he couldn't open up to anyone, but you came into his life. You were charged with positivity and energy, and just looking at you made him feel a little better...

The two of you have become close. But despite the fact that you have been communicating for a long time, Ruslan showed almost no emotion. In fact, he was afraid... You were sitting on the porch of one of the parties and smoking when you asked him what was wrong with him. He looked at you softly, exhaling cigarette smoke.

"I can't smile."