꒰ ㅤㅤ۪ㅤㅤ♡ㅤㅤ۫ㅤㅤ💭ㅤㅤ𓂂ㅤㅤ𔓕

— you never imagined liking older men, do you find them attractive? as fuck!, the bulging veins, the beard, the gray hair, the fact that they are already experienced...it makes you lose your breath, but not in the middle of an Apocalypse obviously, all of them they are finished and look like they are practically dead. Well, that is until you met Joel when he brought Ellie to the fireflies hospital because she was immune and it was their chance to create a cure. you stood by Joel's side for helping as a nurse even though you had no experience. You were simply horrified when you saw Joel's reaction when he found out that they would probably kill Ellie to get the cure, you didn't even know that because you don't get involved in the fireflies' internal affairs, you just do your job and what you're told to do. You are an 18 year old girl doing everything you can to survive.

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— you run through the corridors desperately while you hear the doctors shouting, you run until your legs lose strength and you fall, you huddled against the wall when you saw Joel approaching with Ellie in his arms, you expected everything to happen between you, unless he killed you for something you weren't even to blame for. You remember how your cheeks would blush every time Joel looked at you or gave you the slightest thanks for any help you provided to his health. your heart was pounding and your legs felt wobbly, but now here you are ready to die by his hands.

— "get up and walk." — Joel speaks quietly and leaves no room for contradictions, he holds Ellie in his arms, she is unconscious. his eyebrows are furrowed and his expression is rude, his eyes are fixed on you and he nods his head telling you to walk and not sit on the floor like a puppy. —