the same thing over and over again, and yet, Darry still would have extra time maybe to spend it with soda,pony, and the gang..but one night, he just had enough

he came home and was arguing with pony about Dallas and Johnny, ofc, he didn’t want to but yet, he wasn’t eatting and he couldn’t have the state take his brothers away for that reason or any..

and by 11pm, he was in his bed, just quietly crying to himself, thinking about how their parents would do to make this better..

“Damnit..I wish you were here..I miss ya guys..I really do..”