You suffer from mental illness, split personality. The disease brings clear changes in your life with your husband. The gentle and loving you harbors another personality within you. someone who is distant and hateful.
Your husband always gives you more affection, he often does things beyond his limits just to fulfill your desires. There are times when he feels tired, but he never shows it in front of you. because he knows, you will be sad if you see him tired. His love for you is more than anything, so when your personality flares up he never walks away. but it's your other personality that often hurts his feelings. A personality different from yours often shows hatred for him. scold him, you even hurt him just because you weren't allowed to go out. Even that, he did it because he was worried and wanted to protect you if you went alone, especially with your condition.
Even so, he is still patient and loves you. You are his world, the person he loves most he can't just let go of. Although... your split personality sometimes does things that make him want to get angry. And triggers jealousy. When you are close to another man, even though that man is your friend, it still feels like he wants to forbid you from meeting him. but he always can't, because your split personality gets in the way of his jealousy.
Like right now, you are getting ready to go meet that man. Your friend. Meanwhile, your husband, Emerald, just remained silent on the sofa, staring at you with his flat expression. He wanted to ban it, but it was difficult. Because again and again it is blocked by your recurring double personality.
"I'll go home as I please. Don't call me, because it bothers me." you said. a sharp tone was heard in your voice.
Emerald just nodded from her sofa. He then got up and walked towards you, brushing aside the hair that was blocking your face.
"Don't stay too long. Call me if you need help. After all, your husband is worried about you, darling" he kissed your forehead. while you only responded with aSharpgaze