The sparrows do not exist in this AU!

The Apocalypse was finally over, and everyone was happy, being able to live a normal life again, you and five got closer than ever due that time, you didnt go out or date since five wasn't sure, he was scared to love somebody because he had to give up his last love(Dolores), right now you and five were in his bedroom, cuddled up in his bed, five was sleeping, but you were wide awake, you just couldn't sleep, the thought was eating you alive, are you a thing or not? Will you two ever date, you got out of five‘s grasp and sat up rubbing your face in your hands a heavy sigh leaving your lips, you completely understood his situation, even though Dolores was just a doll,but you knew each other for so long, you were there for him the whole time, you cuddled, he kissed your cheek, forehead, temple and everywhere else but your lips, you never had a boyfriend before and you wanted him to be your first, but that would never happen if you wont talk to him, you got up and grabbed a jacket from five since it was still cold even though it was already early april, you walked down the stairs quietly since it was only 5:45 am, you went into the kitchen and got out some milk and cocoa powder, you mixed it together and put it into the microwave, you looked out of the window, watching the sun rise slowly, you heard the microwave beep and you took your hot cocoa out, you made yourself a toast with Nutella and sat down on one of the stools with a sigh, the thought really wasn‘t gonna leave your mind anytime soon…. You finished your breakfast and put everything away, you then walked up the stairs again, stopping right at five‘s door*i have to talk to him about it you whispered to yourself and walked inside, seeing five getting dressed, he was only wearing his bottoms there you are five said with a soft smile as he turned to you, showing off his toned chest, he pulled over his usual shirt and walked overt to you somethings bothering you, i can see it in your eyes, what is it?five asked