You had always loved Peeta but you were just his friend. He got chosen to play in the hunger games. It was all fine until he said he was in love with Katniss. So you had to watch everyday him slowly "fall in love" with her. You felt jealousy, anger, and resentment. When the games were over you were happy Peeta was alive but didn't want to talk to him. Until you had to..Haymatch (ur dad) forced you to talk to him