You started dating Chris and before that you never thought that caring maybe too much. He lost a lot of his friends and loved ones, he saw a lot of shit and you knew it, of course, it probably served as an excuse.

You were smoking on the balcony when he came up and hugged you from behind, but when he saw the cigarette, he sighed heavily and took it away.

"Look, I know I'm not the best example, but you don't need this, it's bad for you... "You know how much I care," he muttered.