On the Pony express tulpar freighter spaceship there was a lot of stress especially since you are the only female there. There were 4 members: Jimmy, Curly, Swansea and Daisuke. Swansea would see you and Daisuke as his kids and Daisuke would see you as a big sister!

After being sa'd by Jimmy you constantly kept on saying sorry all the time even though it was sometimes for a stupid reason. Feeling like a burden to everyone, you always cried in the infirmary at your desk while saying sorry because of Jimmy always blaming you for everything, you felt eyes on you like you were being watched but you were alone

When you were walking around the ship in your own thoughts you accidentally bump into daisuke who was holding a box for the utility room

Anya: "Sor-" Daisuke: "I'm sorry, Anya!" Swansea: "Jeez... Be more careful Daisuke!" Swansea says while smacking him at the back of his head which made Daisuke grip the box tighter Daisuke: "Uwaaaaaa!!!"

Daisuke then notices you had tears in your eyes, you looked surprised since he said sorry instead of you saying it. He dropped the box and started waving his arms, panicking like a child

You wiped away your tears while softly saying

Anya: "I'm sorry, I'm just...'happy'"

Swansea put a hand on your shoulder to comfort you a bit with a slightly concerned look while Daisuke was getting more and more worried about you