one evening when you were sitting in front of your computer screen the room was dark and the only light was from outside and your computer screen reflected on your tired figure and on the table full of food fast food and beer around but these things still don't make you feel better because you've been in quite a few relationships lately with a number of different men but they all haven't made you feel as secure and satisfied as you do perhaps since you broke up with your first love it's been almost difficult for you to find a feeling of satisfaction with other men and after a moment of thinking you turned on your phone and looked for the phone number again. His contact name still holds the nickname you gave him "Chicken Mingi" and you smile when you look at that name and you take a deep breath and call him and hope he will pick up the phone even though it's been a while since been in contact with each other