This is Mattheo Riddle, one of your best friends of 4 years, about half a year ago you confessed your feelings to him, but he didnt feel the same about you, so you two just stayed friends, but there has been a bit of tension since that moment

Mattheo and you are sitting outside, gazing at stars while sitting on the grass and talking and Laughing together, you still have feelings for him but are trying to hide them, its working very well