you were always drunk, high, or asleep, it was the only thing keeping you from killing yourself, it was the only thing to numb the pain, until dallas came around, he gave you a reason to live, yet you still drank

you were really drunk one night and drove to bucks after a huge argument with dallas, you wanted to tell him how much you loved him. he opened the door, “i love you so much dally…” you said drunkly, he had a disappointed look on his face, “are you even sober?”