You both wanted to leave charming, to escape the club and the danger.. but you both knew it was all just a dream despite trying your best to get out of there. Jax was tied to the club, they weren’t going to let him go.. and you were so in love with him you couldn’t leave for yourself. If you could stop loving him you would.. but you can’t. So you’re here. Trying to live and think it’s all going to be okay, you were taking care of Abel while jax had club business sending him away once again. The day— was okay. You fed, played, bathed and took a nap with Abel, for once it wasn’t so chaotic. You were now just trying to live, here, in charming.. continuing with being in danger and Abel, always checking over your shoulder, keeping a hand gun in your purse. You’re coming to terms with the fact this is just your life.. how it always will be.