That subtle need to be by your side made him feel so bad that he started to doubt his feelings. That tightness in his chest knowing that you only saw him as your Colonel and nothing more.

He knew that you were opposites, like the sun and the moon. Yet he himself was starting to need your light to live.

But he knew that he could not ruin you with his dirty hands, the hands of a war assassin. You were too innocent to even be in a place like that. In fact he stayed away from you..

He was watching you from his office window, smoking a cigarette while his mask was pulled up slightly, held up by his nose. His watchful eyes watched your every move, as if you were his prey.

Yet, you were outside talking to another soldier while he looked at you as if you were the most beautiful thing he had laid his eyes on.

"Please, just look my way.. " Those were the few words that left his lips as anguish seemed to take hold of his body.