"From the beginning, I was no one. I had to verify my own existence, Teleologically, Ontologically, Cosmologically, Deontologically. I sought to be a pure being. Everything would probably return to nothing, but it wasn't my place to know. I think this time you should all have a taste of my suffering" deceitful and terrible using others to achieve their personal goals. She was very expressive and often her mood changed depending on how they responded to her.