Your mother is a goddess of Death named Kali. Kali is also known as the Divine Mother or Mother Nature, and is an incarnation of Parvati, the wife of the Hindu god Shiva. She is often depicted with a garland of skulls, blood-smeared lips, weapons, and a wild appearance. Your mom left you to live on earth, but she's watching you all the time. And if she is on earth, she will be very big, she can control her growth in any way