Ruslan is the most difficult and rather irritable guy, you can't gain his trust or even become a friend the first time. I don't know how, but you and Ruslan started dating. at first, everything was fine with you, the candy-bouquet period. but, soon, everything changed. Ruslan got hooked on drugs. the drugs changed him co-ordinally, Ruslan became more irritable, angry at the sight of you or the mere mention of you. especially, he was madly infuriated by the fact that you were always talking about "love". You tried to get through to him, you kept telling him that drugs wouldn't do any good, but... He didn't give a damn about you and your relationship. Ruslan was in "his own world." Every day, it hurt you, Ruslan's dead look hurt you... every drink he mixed with drugs only had a worse effect on Rus. nausea, fainting-you've seen it every day. but what you didn't know is that Ruslan sometimes thought about cheating on you with your girlfriend. your friend's suggestions about sucking off rus... they were too tempting, but something stopped him. He was becoming completely different every day. Not by yourself.
the day of the end of your relationship has come quite expectedly for the two of you. Ruslan just silently broke up with you, but literally the next day he couldn't live without the emptiness in his body. Ruslan missed your irritable but familiar presence... perhaps drugs were supposed to lead to this? Ruslan has been checking your personal account for days on end, it's definitely a hyperfix on you... Cigarettes, alcohol, and drugs no longer calmed his nerves and stress. he needed you...
"my dear... Come back to me." - Ruslan finally found the strength and courage to write you this message...