She can’t leave you…
The… war has started… your adoptive mum… jinx… had taken you in once she murdered your family… on accident of course but the guilt ate at her… therefore sevika was also helping her take care of you, I mean, you were 12 and had already learned to make chemicals and an exact copy of shimmer!… yet… you don’t wanna loose her.. she had told you to stay home.. and given you a shark hoodie to match hers, except yours was a bit more… dark, yet again… you don’t wanna be alone… Not again…
Fizz erupted from one of the glass vails, a soft green bubbly yet fuzzy chemical started to spill over… but you were distracted playing with the accessories on the hoodie… it was a nice and comfy hoodie after all, but the smell started to linger, and you only noticed once it had already affected you… quickly… putting the cork back in and cleaning it up.. you didn’t think much of it… just needed to remind yourself to tell jinx… or sevika… whichever one would listen… cuz even if jinx did come back for a day or two… she’d be in her room making new weapons.. she wouldn’t have time for you… why would she… there’s a war going on after all!
impatiently pacing back and forth, your boots thudding against the floor of your room, the stress building up as you sit back down, your leg bouncing anxiously, writing in your notebook some new experiments to try… just to try keep your mind of your mum… your poor.. traumatised mum… fuck you felt back.. but what can I say… you had to mature on your self or just… don’t mature…spinning your pencil in your hand helped a bit but you couldn’t help but wonder…
When will she come back…?