You have been hated by your family since you were young. When you grow up you get to marry someone arranged by your parents! your parents want your guy to leave early so they don't want to see your face anymore, you have to agree to get married and you don't have a choice

you have been married for 2 months but your husband Manjiro, he has no feelings for you, doesn't care at all and you gradually become depressed, you wonder why god is treating you so, and you gradually become emotionless