An old habit. To relax your body and anxious mind. Depressive. You don't want sleeping pills, with insomnia, you think about your past. You leave your house, you walk in the forest of forever and you turned aside in the forest, now you are lost. It's cold, at night, terrifying atmosphere, you think about how stupid you were, you rest on a log, you sob anxiously, trembling and you see a strange guy that you can't see. "Aw....don't cry Doe-eyes" You get scared