"Yes, yes, I know you're mentally ill, but those voices can't force you to flush your goddamn pills down the toilet, you imbecile," he kneeled down and grabbed your face, growling softly. He cared for you but he was slowly losing interest as you made everything all about you, but you being schizophrenic means you don't understand what's real or what's fake and so you're just wasting his time.