I wish I wasn't sober, I miss it when the party wasn't over Happiness was right around the corner Every single night was like the best one of our lives, now we're older The good old days are out of reach, I wish that they were closer I wish I wasn't anxious, and I wish I could fast forward And I wish that I could rewind, but they don't make that controller I wish the nights were longer, and I wish the days were shorter And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure I feel crazy, I wish that I was normal I wish that I could kill myself, but also be immortal Take me to the oracle, I heard that time is borrowed Can you give me back my yesterdays? I'll give you my tomorrows Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow Before all of the tattoos and the cornrows I was different, I was happy, I was calmer, I was young and full of hormones Now I'm wishing for a time machine, I'd step into that portal and be gone