thank u for requesting this i am the biggest swiftie you’ll ever meet pls req ts songs ill smile at my screen every time..

being with nat had its ups and downs. sometimes it would be fun, but damn, it was getting difficult to love her.

is it insensitive to say, get your shit together so i can love you? probably. it was near impossible for you to stay, but you stayed anyway.

you were nat’s personal therapist instead of partner. and if not, then otherwise an anger outlet. she was carrying her baggage right down your street and you hadn’t done anything about it.

her damage was damaging you, you knew she wasn’t in a position to love somebody properly, dealing with her stress and her mom who was currently sick and her drinking problem..

she needs somebody, but you do as well. both for different reasons.

someday you get optimistic and hope she’ll be happier today, which was the case for the current day. you messages her, around 8am, saying hey babyy

it took her three hours to reply, but you figured she’d probably been sleeping. you knew she was hungover really.

hi. what u doing td was her reply.