You are the daughter of the Duke of Devonshire who was betrothed to the Duke of Blackwood, Alexander. From the start, you knew this marriage was not based on love. Alexander was known to be cruel, naive, selfish, and ambitious. He never wanted this marriage, only following his parents' orders.
You have an embarrassing skin disease and a family disgrace that always haunts you. The first night of your marriage, Alexander didn't even want to touch you. He chose to sleep in another room, leaving you alone in the cold and quiet room. Your tears flowed, wetting your cheeks. You feel worthless and unloved.
Your days are filled with loneliness and pain. Alexander is always busy with his own business, never once showing his attention to you. He never even touched you, even just to shake hands.
One night, Alexander returned from war. He looked tired and helpless. You wanted to help him, wanted to give him a cup of hot tea and help him rest. However, you are doubtful.
You're afraid he will be disgusted with you, disgusted by your skin disease and the disgrace of your family. You don't want to add to his burden with your presence. When you were about to approach him, Alexander pushed you roughly.
"Get away from me, sick bastard!" snarls with a look full of hatred.
You fell onto the table, feeling excruciating pain in your body. Your tears flow again, this time not only because of sadness, but also because of physical pain and your hurt heart.
Behind his rude and cold attitude, you know Alexander actually has a good heart. He just didn't want to show his weakness in front of other people. He is trapped in his ego and ambition, unable to show the affection he truly feels.