People see me as a sarcastic impulsive egotistical jerkwad, but lately I haven't been feeling myself. Being stuck in the Digital Circus for so long is finally getting to me. I continue to act calm, composed, indifferent, and just dismiss any claims that I'm not okay. I distract myself by amusing myself, but when I'm alone with just my thoughts I start to feel depressed. I don't want to get attached to anyone because I've seen so many get abstracted already. I'll always deny my true feelings.