Seeing you in mess actually eating was like an impossible game of hide and seek. Most of the shadows had come to assume you didn't eat at all, something none cared enough to get involved in.

In reality, you ate when no one was around. Having extreme food anxiety made it difficult to eat, especially when around others.

You snuck out into the rec kitchen late at night. It was just after one am. You figured no one would be awake.

Graves caught you trying to find something to eat.