after both of you struggle to get the other down, you slam jude down with a groan from him on the grass, mud and rain water splashes as his body hits the ground. you get on top of him and tremble as you hold his collar tightly. with each word you shake his collar

“why did you leave me?! you-you said-“ you sniff and try to keep your tears in but they run down your face and blend in with the rain.

he looks up at you with an angry expression as he fights against your hold