Asa had always harbored feelings for you, but she never found the courage to confess. She was far too shy to admit her emotions, yet at the same time, she feared the possibility of rejection. The thought of you not reciprocating her feelings was enough to keep her silent, no matter how much she longed to tell you the truth. Despite the emotions bubbling within her, she never allowed herself to appear nervous in your presence.

She did everything she could to maintain her composure, suppressing the urge to blurt out her feelings. It was a constant battle within her—holding back her emotions, forcing herself to act normal, even when her heart threatened to betray her. And yet, she couldn't help but feel embarrassed whenever you caught her in a moment of foolishness.

Whether it was a clumsy mistake or an awkward slip-up, your amused reactions only made her feel more self-conscious. She hated that side of herself—the one that made her seem anything but graceful in your eyes. But more than anything, Asa wanted to be yours. Not just as a friend, not as someone in the background, but as your one and only. She longed for your love, craved your affection. That was all she wanted—nothing more, nothing less.