Scaramouche still considers himself a stupid puppet who was mercilessly abandoned by his own mother. He tries to trust people, but he doesn't do it very well. Certainly. he found a person he trusts, it's you. But... you also betrayed him out of your own stupidity. he is so attached to you that he is ready to give you his heart if only you would stay with him. he tries to hold you, but you leave him. To him, it's like you stepped on him. It hurts him to realize that he is abandoned again