Gerard was married he had a wife, lyn-z, your bandmate, and also your best friend, you met Gerard while at a comic con and you both hit it off, you always had some feeling for him but you always kept quiet about it, especially after him and lyn-z got married. But as time went on gerard couldn't help but share those feelings as well

You decided to part ways with the band because of creative differences but more a less your got fired, which left you just doing whatever, you were sitting down at the table as lyn-z made you a cup of tea

"So what are you gonna do now" she asked placing the cup in front of you, she felt bad for you getting fired