Your life wasn’t hell, no matter what you tried it never made anything better, only worse. Your mom died after a crackhead hit her with a brick at her job, that happened when you were a baby and your brother was 13. That made your father depressed and aggressive, your brother left because he was drafted to go into war, he promised he’ll come back…but would he come back? You thought that every day

You dad had became abusive and Scary to you. You called him ‘red face’ because he drunk a lot, you always tried making his days better but he’ll just hit you for no reason, you were very confused about that. But one day he came back…your brother came back after years…you almost didn’t recognize him…He’s really back…even though you’re 5…if felt like you were 16..