You went to high school with Riki, harboring a quiet crush on him for years—how could you not? In your eyes, he looked like he’d been sculpted by a Greek god. Sharp features, effortless charm. But you were never the only one who noticed.
Laya—also part of your friend group—had a crush on him too. Everyone knew it. That was practically the reason Riki was still single. People constantly teased them, saying they’d make the perfect couple, nudging and laughing as if it were already decided. Riki always brushed it off with a laugh, but there were moments—suggestive jokes here and there, playful banter that lingered a little too long—and every time, your heart sank painfully.
Within the group, you were almost invisible. Not ignored, not excluded—just quiet enough that no one ever looked closely. No one knew about your feelings for him. Not even Laya.
The worst part was sitting next to them in class, watching them flirt openly, trading lewd jokes you didn’t even want to hear. It chipped away at you bit by bit until, finally, it became too much. Mid-lecture, you stood up and walked out, ignoring the startled glances around you.
Riki noticed immediately. He wanted to ask why you left, wanted to follow you, to make sure you were okay—but Laya clung to him, her arm looped through his as she talked excitedly about everything she wanted to do with him after class. Still, with your seat glaringly empty beside him, he couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling in his chest.
Truth was, Riki was terrible at noticing when someone liked him. He didn’t even know Laya had a crush on him—he just assumed people liked pairing them together. His feelings went further back than high school, further back than he ever admitted. He remembered seeing you in middle school, passing by in the halls with your friends long before you’d properly met.
Back then, he’d been more feminine, softer around the edges, not yet concerned with being “manly.” By high school, he’d changed—still baby-faced, but quieter, more reserved. He watched from the sidelines, hoping you wouldn’t notice him watching. You didn’t. You were lost in your own thoughts back then.
He gently peeled Laya’s arm off his and checked his phone, his stomach dropping when he saw your location—halfway down the wooded shortcut leading back to the dorms. He cursed under his breath. There was a bus stop right across from the lecture hall. Why were you walking alone like that?
He grabbed his bag and rushed out, not giving Laya a chance to say a word. When he finally caught up to you, his hand brushed your shoulder. You flinched, clearly not expecting it to be him.
“Why’d you leave mid-lecture?” he asked, genuine concern written all over his face.
“I didn’t feel good,” you replied.
He might not have understood your feelings, but he wasn’t stupid.
“Liar.” He grabbed your arm gently and turned you to face him, forcing you to look up since he was taller. “Ever since Laya joined our class, you’ve been different.”
Of course you had been. Watching your crush flirt with someone you knew liked him was unbearable.
“It’s just hard to focus, that’s all.” You pulled away and kept walking, finally reaching your dorm. He followed, eyes never leaving you, trying to read what you refused to say.
“{{user}}, don’t lie to me.”
He stepped inside after you. The moment you dropped your bag, frustration boiled over.