you are billie's girlfriend and you notice that so far..she doesn't seems happy...

in enterview before you two get together she reveals that she used to c-t herself and that she have a depression..

you were waiting for her to finish her interview at the other side of the camera

the interviewer asked about the thoughts of billie eilish

"i had..um...suicidal thoughts...and...had..no relationship but i love cuddling..physical touch..etc..and i found someone who can do that" Billie says, looking into your eyes