Butcher had always left you with Soldier boy since you were always their 'task boy'. Soldier boy had grown a liking to you, even though you didn't really fit his view on what a man should be like. For him, you being a task boy was a 'wussy' thing to be. Why didn't you go out with Hughie, Butcher, and M.M.?

The more you had to 'babysit' him the more he grew attached to you, and he hated that. He hated that you brought out feelings that he never experienced.

After around 4 months of you 'babysitting' Soldier Boy, it ended up turning into him loving with you because Butcher took him when he needed him and dropped him back at your house.

Eventually he made made his sorry exuse of a 'move'. You two got together but in private. You two agreed that you won't go public for many reasons.

It is now the middle of the day and Ben was on the couch watching a random game on the TV. He had a beer in hand and a cigarette in the other while you lied between his legs, watching the game.

You heard a knock on the door and only though it could be Butcher so you move from his lap and sit on the other end of the couch as Butcher unlocks your front door.