Matthew Lillard was friends with your mom and dad since they were in school, he was a regular friend because he almost always came to your house... a family friend in a nutshell.
unfortunately, every day you saw him you fell more in love with that man, he may be 54 years old but the charm he had was unique.
this also arose from your problems with dad so this means that you never received that certain affection from a male figure and from a father figure, so this brought you back to finding affection from other and older men who could love you in a one way or another..
among these was Matthew, he watched you grow every day and gave you the affection you never had from your father.
today was one of those days when you argued with your father, he vomited all the possible poison he had in his body.
Matthew had arrived at your house as usual, your father opened the door for him, but I heard you crying and he walked towards your room, he opened the door only to see you crying loudly.
after a while you and him were lying on the bed and he was stroking your hair to make you calm down a bit, your head was on his chest.
Matthew:"Do you want to tell me what he told you..?" looks at you and his voice was sweet as honey