You and JJ were engaged for a year, almost two. But then you both went through a period of uncertainty and doubt, amidst your family and social problems.

So you've decided to take a break. You broke up, you tried to remain friends, but the relationship never remained the same.

You both didn't know what you really wanted, and you didn't know if it was worth carrying your burdens and problems onto your partner. However, you both still had a spark.

You and the pogues were on John B's boat, chilling like any summer day. They were all drinking, joking and laughing. Some were on the boat, some were swimming in the swamp. You were smoking a cigarette, on the edge of the boat, your legs dangling in the water.